BROKEN

I never thought it would be this way

I'm broken inside and nothing left to say

Felt so wrong, how can I make this right?

Should I say LOUD or maybe just hide?

For YEARS I've waited for you

like a fools wished that you feel the same too

Now I've seen you with her and into her

seems serious cause you showed her to your MOTHER

eyes that I used to adore, aiming for her

smile that used to make me blushed, laughing with her

you're in love is clearly to see

always asked myself, why not with me?

seeing myself in the big full mirror

that's makes me realized one thing for sure

I'm not like her, I'm not like a QUEEN

told myself get up and stop dreaming

Its killing me when I see your smile

Its like the pain of drowning in the sea

but I wanna know is it killing you when you see me cry?

no don't say a word, I know that's a lie

you are not the KING meant for me

but someday I'll find a PRINCE for this scar

He will loved me for who I am

and I'm sure he'll far better than you are

yes She is

Assalamualaikum semua

hihihi

lama x update entry

malas sebenarnya

tapi memandangkan ada kawan titew update entry pasal titew

titew pon rasa gatal tangan nak update jugak pasal die

seriously its feels like 

im soaking with rain

feel so bad leaving my true friend

yes she is..

she is amazing and awesome

sweet but simple

nice but sometimes hard

shine in the dark

everything good about her I can describe

she's with me when Im alone

she sees me when nobody look upon me

she push me in when I can't walk

she is everything

dear Farah wahida

I really appreciate those time we had together

the moments of joy

the feeling like I wanna be your little sister

the feeling of being someone when I'm with you

the feeling of " I'm worth it too"

only you can make me feel that

thanks for being such a greattttttttttttttt  CHM257 teacher

when nobody dare to show me the right

you stand ahead to make my dream

oh my god

I wish we still be together

see

she still awesome

even in this picture

I miss us

semangat sem baru

ehumm ehumm...

dah lama kite x bebel kat blog ni

pagi ni aku nk bebel pasal semangat dekan

result kluar dh lama and kanggurates bagi yg dekan

bunyi mcm x ikhlas ja!!  (ikhlas la)

btw aku x dekan 

AKU X DEKAN

  - > jom kecewa seketika bersama KITKAT

haishhh

malas sgt p kelas 

malas study

malas bt homework

malas segala galanya

mcm ni la jadinya

roomate aku semua dekan

aku jew sorg x dekan

malu

kecewa

sedih

semua ada

x pa, next sem ada g

nk kena pulon gila habis ni

mnyesal serius mnyesal

tapi dah nk buat 'guane keh'

redha, sabar dan terima ja lah

even x dekan at least meningkat dari sem lepas

dah rasa semangat berkobar kobar nak balik uni

x kisah dah pasal cuti singkat

x kisah dah pasal kawan

x kisah dah pasal pakcik, paklong, pakngah =P

yg kite kisah kite nak berjaya

nak apply medical admin kna 2.5 above CGPA

lepas dah ikut tue

tapi x kan nak biar bnyak tue ja kan

kna keep it up lagi

sapa yg nasib sama mcm kite ni

buat2 la bertaubat, hihi

cari balik semngat kite dulu tu

waktu sem1 dulu

semangat je nak belajar

kite dah ada semangat baru

awak ade ke?

just don't quit

start again tomorrow if you fail today

tomorrow always come  <3 p="p">

Really want to say hello!

Where did you go, the you who just passed me by and left?

Are you doing fine, at a place without me by your side?

Hoping you'll come back, the times I've waited for you

I'll let it go now, I'll forget you now

The beautiful times we had, they're all memories now

The tears I shed when I missed you like crazy

Hoping you'll come back, time stood stagnant

I'll let you go and leave now, goodbye

Couldn't you find it, the road that leads back to me?

Should I wait a little while more, should I wait here a little longer?

Hoping you'll come back, I waited all this while

I'll let it go now, I'll end it for real

My love for you that I held on so tightly, is slowly dissipating

The me that went crazy missing you, is gradually changing

Hoping you'll come back, time has stood stagnant

I should erase it all now, for real

My love, it ends right here, this never-ending yearning

Stuck in my throat, I couldn't say it

Those heartbreaking words of parting

All my beautiful memories of you, it's leaving me right now

Like falling tears, my love is slowly dissipating

The me that went crazy missing you, is gradually changing

Hoping you'll come back, time stood stagnant

I should erase it now, for real

Should erase it now,

I should forget you now, goodbye

DIA

terkejut terkejut terkejut

amoih, sampai 3 kali terkejut

ya la

x sangka kawan saya dah kahwin

x sangka

wahh, bahagia..

tumpang bahagia sama la

ya la

kami mana ada org mao lagi

mcm lambat ja lgi

tengok org lain ada yg punya dah

kami masih milik Dia

x pa

org kata sbb Dia still jaga + syg kat kami 

kami redha + pasrah ja

kadang takot bila hati ni kna cuit dengan 'setan'

duk buat ayat pasrah awat kami x dak yg punya??

(soalan yg x berapa nk cerdik)

lambat lagi tuh..

keep thinking positive mcm Marc Jacob..

bagi gadis diluar sana

sabarlah menanti putera anda

jangan cri cinta, biar cinta yg kejar kita

macam saya  =_='

ayat x ley blah

ni kekasih gelap saya

saya nk kahwin ngan dia!!!

kenapa blogging?

why you write a blog?
so why??
nie diantara sebb org tulis blog kot.
rasanya la.

A : uptodate. semua org pkai blog zaman skarang. so x cool la klu x de blog..

B : saje buang masa merapu kat blog sendri + blog org lain..

C : nak bag pandangan tentang sesuatu issue (x kisah la boleh diterima pkai ke x. suke hati la blog aku bukan      blog kau).

D : as a Public Diari.. what happen to me today, tomorrow, i hate that person, i love this person and blah blah blah..

E : berdakwah contohnya penulisan islamic atau yg berbentuk agama utk dijadikan teladan..

F : celebrity page, taksub sngt kat artis mcm KPOP, SUJU, DBSK, SHINEE and bla bla bla


all of these just my opinion.. setiap perkara ada baik dan buruk. so think, blog awak mendatangkan manfaat atau sebaliknya.
for me i wrote because it makes feel better..
what i feel inside that I cant say to people,,

cuak final

seriously agak cuak final nie

Bel last sem bole la nak main cause dgn MISS AMY

sem nie MISS tuttttttt

payah sikit

jenih mao clearrr ar semua

x pa seitt 

chaiyokk

buat setakat mna mampu

usaha dah usaha

pulun dah pulun (x dak la sgt)

baca dah baca

kamus pon bole bwak masuk

kira ok la tue kan

2.15 ptg nie start

wish me the best of luck

not for Bel only

others waiting for being blessed too.. :)