for sum1 dat i dream about...

this was my frst song dat i wrote..
i wrote dis song wif all my heart..
dis song is dedicated to my Mr Right..
huhuhuhu..
it mayb sound so stupid...
i hope u njoy it..

wish u here with me...
lyrics : wani
songs: wani

when u were infront of me,
and i was blinded by u,
told u everyting i dream,
and u say "it's  gonna b true"

i hope i can forget,
everything that hurt my heart,
and thing dat hurt myself,
eventhough it hard.

is a miracle could happen?
is it really happen to me?
i hope change sumting happened,
dat u were, were still with me.

i hope u had a beautiful dream,
and ur dream r be with me,
i hope wishing star could listen,
wishing u were knee on me,
wishing u were knee on me,
on me...

when u see a running rainbow,
i hope u think my favourite colour,
even it rains or snow,
i wait u here for-e-ver.

told u everything i see,
but i see is you,
told u everything i dream,
and i dreamed owh owh.....

rules of life

salam... x tao nk tuleh pa. pa yg ak taw pown ak x taw.. ak rsa ak da msalah n msalah ak ialah ak x taw pa msalah ak.. pngalamn bnyk ajr kita erti khidupan yg sebenar.. erti yg x dapt ak blajar d kelas ataupown dlam buku.. x dpat d ceritakn.. hnya dpat mrasakan.. ish, jiwang la plak..  erti ni bt ak cipta rules dalam idop ak..
RULES OF LIFE:

• jngan brikan kpercayan jpd sesiapa pown.. (tkot nant trluka)
• jngan syg sumbuddy mlibihi diri kita.. 
• jngan trlalu mmbnci sseorang n jngan trlalu syg ssorang.. (nant jad vice versa)
• jngan brgntung pd org len utk trus idop
• jus away from hurting tings
• jngan kisah psal org len
• be on ur own way
• always grab a chnce wen it infront o ur eyes..
• always smile eventhough it hurt

dats was da rules... ak akn try ikot.. huhuhu. korang x pyahla ikowt. nant worst idop korang. huhuhu

my fa-vou-ri-te song ever...

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

my mom

u tuck me in and turn out da light.. keep me save from sound dat night.. little gurls depend on thing like dat.. u brush my teeth and comb my hair. had to drive me everywhere. u were always there wen i look back. u had to do it all alone, make a living, make a home. must been as hard as it could be. and wen i can't sleep at night, scared tings wouldn't turn out right, u will hold my hand and sing to me..

hurt tings in my life...

knapa ntah ak slalu rsa patah hati.. slalu sangat.. dengan sume owang.. family, friends, boyfriend n even best friends.. ak da ke best friends.. rsa mcm x da je.. x da sesiapa yg nak dengr crita ak... x da sesapa pown. sapa la nk dengar story ak.. ak bkannya hot pown.. ak rsa sedih ar.. always try nk jaga ati owang sampai ati sendiri pown sakit.. sakit sangat.. ak pling x bleh than bla friends yg sakitkan ati ak.. ak x pernah tunjukkan yg ak mrah.. always smile for dem.. friend is always like butterfly.. butterfly always wanna fly away.. we can't stop it.. x pe la. ak anggap ja dugaan hidup.. knapa ak lebih sayangkan kawan then family ar??? mayb kawan kena cari but fmily x payah cari.. lahir2 ja terus dapat.. hehehe.. its ok. always smile even it hurt...

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Now playing: Peterpan - Peterpan - Jauh Mimpiku
via FoxyTunes

travel alone bout 2 weeks

2 minggu lepas, aku pi la jaln2 pusing malaysia.. heheehe.. first tue aku travel ngan kak aku.. first tue kami pi nek train.. gler lama ar nak sampai kl. kena tggu sampai 12 jam.. borink aku tahap gaban ar.. dahla borink, takut plak tue.. creepy person pass by me.. jalan ulang alik.. pelik gila cra dya owang dress up. mcam pa ntah. hard to describe it.. balik crita dalam train, dah la creepy, ladies cam sial kecik g.. mluat gler. nak amik wuduk pown susah. dah la duk bergoyang kiri kanan. gler tension ar.. masa duk tggu turn nak gna toilet yng besar sekangkang kera tue, aku kna interview dngan pak cik yg aku x kenai.. nasib la ak ni 1 malaysian, layan pi la pak cik tue. gler ar pak cik tue duk tngok ak atas sampai bawah.. macam GS truk ar. nasib la kak ak cepat kluar dri tandas, kalaw tak dah melt ak kat ctu coz tkut sangat.. abeh ja ak solat, depa bkak la crita badman. dahla sound slow, x da subtitle plak tue.. gler bengang ar.. kak ak sedap ja tido ntah mimpi pi jepun pa.. x taw la kat dya. ak mmg jenis x tito dalam kenderaaan yg sedang bergerak kcuali klau terdesak... lama aku duk tggu, bnyak lampu depa dah ttup.. yg aku ingat ak tito 2 jam ja dalam train tu.. sungguh aku ckap, ak x maw nek train dah.. bt sakit hati ja.. sampai ja kl dlam pkul 6 pagi.. selesai smyang subuh kat kl central, ak nagn my sis p la pusing2 mid valley sampai pning pala otak.. abeh pusing, ak ngan sis ak p balik kl central.. kami berpsah la kat ctu.. dya pi pudu kowt, ak p seremban.. ak ketar mcam sial g. dah la x pernah nek monoerel sowang2.. terpksa la ak bt kawan dalam monorel tue.. nasib la owang yg ak jmpa trun seremban gak.. x pa la.. dalam monorel tue, kami sembng ranck gla mcm dah knal lama.. dah la owang rmai, kna brdiri plak tue.. kesian urat kaki aku.. sambil2 duk sembang, aku usha la sowang mamat ngan minah ni.. mamat tue bertindik sebelah, minah tue plak pkai baju tali spagethi.. gler tkut ar ak tngok diaowang.. mcm kawan pn da, mcm couple pn da gak.. kak ak pesan, tengok owang kluar blah mna, kat ctu lar jalan kluar.. dalam 1jam 30 mnit ak brdiri, akhirnya sampai gak.. yiha.. frst tme smpai seremban..msa tue dh pkul 4 dah ptng dah.. ak pown tepon la pak cik ak suwouh mai amik.. kena2, dya suwouh ak pi jalan2 dlu kat parkson coz dya da meeting.. ak pown dengan hati yg ketar dan nervous angkat kaki p parkson. sebalum tue, kena lintas jaln dlu.. ak mna la reti lntas jalan besar2 ni.. ak pown ngan beg ak yg besaw macam tuan dya p la duk tggu tepi jalan duk try nak lntas sowang2.. suddenly, ak nampak la couple yg da dlam monorel tadi.. ak dengan buat mka sekupang p tegur dya.. ak la start conversation tu dulu, "erm, nak lintas jalan ek".. diaowang tengok sama sndiri n say "yup".. ak pown balas lagi, "lntas skali bleh".. diaowang dengan nada x sure, "erm, ok"... nasib la bleh lntas, klaw x tggu la ak kat ctu sampai berakar bontot.. hehehe... abeh ja lntas jalan, ak tanya depa, "nak pi man lepas ni?".. depa kata nak pi makan.. ak ckap la "bleh join?" diaowang pown ckap ok ja... sambil tue, ak pown sembang la ngan depa.. crita la ak bru abeh spm n tngah tarvel sowang2.. minah tue gtaw la, adik dya pown bru abeh spm.. what?? adik?? aku ingat pakwe.. rupanya diaowang tu siblings n tengah cari parent diaowang.. kesian la bla dengar crita diaowang.. mak diawang x mau trima depa.. depa mai serenban pown coz nak cari mak depa la.. dapat alamat pown samar2 ja. no rumah x taw no brapa. parent diaowang divorce waktu minah tue umo 4 taun n adik dya 4 bulan.. maybe sbab tue dyaowang jadi mcam tue.. x dapat kasih sayang ibu bapa.. erm.. minah tue duk baljar kat uitm melaka.. nasib la still stud..klau tngok cara, mcm bdak lepak .. duk isap rokok depan ak sambil duk hembus asap berkepul kepul.. sedih ak tgok depa.. ak thought a lot dlam masa ak duk travel neh.. abeh ja depa mkan, depa pown dah nak blah.. asalnya depa nak tggu ak, ak ckap x payahla tkut mlam satg payah nak cari rumah mak depa.. depa pown blah la.. ak pown slam la ngan minah tadi tue.. abeh ja depa blah, ak pown masuk la parkson. abeh pusing satu parkson, pak cik ak tetap x abeh g meeting.. ak dah nek toya neh.. pnat tggu owang.. ak pown mnta la almat keja pak cik aku. pak cik aku kata, klau jalan pown sampai.. kejap ja.. ak pown ngan tabah ati nya jalan2 la.. pak cik aku kata jalan straight ja, sampai jmpa cimb bank.. ak pown jalan ka sampai jmpa cimb bank.. dah jauh ak jaln, x jmpa2.. ak pown tnya la security guard kat satu bank ni.. dya pown gtaw, "kat depan lagi adik"... ceh, x guna btol.. jauh lagi.. da dkat 1 batu ak jalan.. pnat gla.. dah sampai kat bank tue, kena tggu lagi coz pak cik aku x abeh meeting g.. tggu la aku.. pkul 7 bru abeh.. pak cik aku pown kluar la dari bank n pick me up to home.. pnat gler.. sampai ja kat unah, ak trus mandi n tito.. pnat gler ar.. tue bru jalan kat seremban.. ak travel kat mersing lagi best.. hehehe nanti crita len.. arious.....