realize something

out of the blue, i realize something...

• all the song that he used to play was not for me but for her.
• his eyes shine when he saw her not saw me.
• all words that he write are not me but her.
• he smiles for her but not for me.
• he live for her not me.
• everything her and not me.
• i thought that im your princess but im not

and what i realize most is all his life is nothing to do with me but for her.  now i laugh and dont know why eyes turns wet??