mine - taylor swift

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nama pelik kat FB..

ok2.. fine nma ak pelik kat FB.. SEITT KAORI.. ya saya. knapa. ada masalah. x dak kan. umm.. nma nie pown nma asal ak jugak.. justranslate pi jepun ja.. x cya.. here im prove it just for you.. nma ak cam besa la :

SITI SYAZWANI
SEIT - ak pendekkan dari SITI kay..
KAORI - mksdnya harum in japanese..
SYAZWANI - mksdnya harum dalam arabian..

see, sama ja.. it depends on your creativity la, x lari mksd sudaa. actually not big issue pown kan kan kan.
x dak niat apa2 pown, just for fun. gewdiks kowt.. hahah

Abah

there's a lot to tell you about my abah. when times we good together, he is my SUPERMAN, when times turns bad, he is my JACKMAN. suffocating, heartbreaking and anything word which describe "ache".. but he is my everything. nothings gonna change this. i love him more than anything in this world. semua orang ada kekurangan. so accept ja la.. lately abah change a lot. x dak dah hot-tempered, no more complaining and asking help gently. wooh, Im totally in love now, fallen to my abah.. hope abah like this forever.. Aminn

my Abah and my Mama

believe in cake!!

cuppy oh cuppy... sebelum nie buat kek x penah kata nk sedap.. sob2, bnyak kali dikecewakan. tapi kali nie berazam, nk buat cuppy biar jadi jugak.. mula2 saja ja nk test.. ttba ja jadi sedap. hooorayyyy. x sangka.. hahhaa. (bangga sat)..
yang lagi ak syiok sampai x leyh belah, cuppy ak mama suwuh buat hadiah utk bg long bertunag.. woot woooot.. sukanya,, rasa dihargai.. nie beberapa tips utk org yg ska buat cuppy tap cuppy x mao jad :

• first and foremost, azam kna kuat, klu nk buat, kna buat jugak. jgn teragak2
• 'instinct', klu rasa x cukup, tambah ja.. gula ka tepung or whateva.
• jgn ikut resipi sangat tap jgn over makeover plak
• klu x jadi, buat lagi.. jgn ptus asa..
• jgn pkul mixture sampai overmax.
• last but not least, doa la bnyak2 utk kek tue naik and fluffy..

nie la hasil cuppy saya. even first time, not bad kowt..

maid of honour

OMG.. apa nak buat nie.. ecok dh nk p penang.. nk jad pngapit for aina sis wedding plak tue. baju x muat. tue la, mkn tido ja keja.. waaa. mati la ak.
aina [ i think u should start searching for another one]

you and you

• you are the best but you are the worst
• you make me laugh also make me cry
• you love me but you like her
• you are you but sometimes you're not
• you are great but you are always jerk
• you are cute but you are annoyed
• i love you but i hate you

now i know both side of you i have to buy..

my friends and i

nie la kawan2 aku. muka semua x leyh blah. wakaka. time nie tggu turn nk masuk toilet kat pizza hut. toilet ciput. mmg toilet paling ciput pernah ak jumpa. even toilet umah tokwan ak pown x ciput cmnie. kmi semua mmg kaki posing except ASMAH. minah nie mmg ssh nk ada pic dya. ssh gila la.

ha - comeey
fatin - always with that sacrastic face, x pa commander kna cm tue..
aina - your face too much excited dowh, i love it that way
elis - our photographer of the day
me - always seem worst hahah
amal - awang mest suka..

yg nie ada ASMAH.. hehehe.

owww

True love is when

• you shed a tear & still want him,
• its when he ignores you & you still love him, 
• its when he make joke about you & you just fake a smile,
• its when he dont keep his promises & you just say it is fine,
• its when he forgot your birthday & you just laugh and say keep it in your reminder,
• its when he loves another girl but you still smile & say im happy for you,
• its when he asking you when he know you not okay,
• its when you try to reaching out & you just cant tell him why.
• when all you really do is cry♥...

my friends

bila kita sebut sal kawan kita, mest da sumting yg cross our mind sal dya kan... contohnya kawan2 ak nieh...

• asmah - bean (selalu sgt dgn bean)
• elis - family (we talk much bout family)
• aina - gila bag (ya la, apa2 pown bag ja kan) + food
• amalina - x da hal (ang nie mmg jnis x dak halla, ok ja semua)
• bahiyah - faiz clow (nttahla, sebut faiz tringat ang, sebut ang tringat faiz)
• fatin - commander (mmg ang la bakal commander kami semua)
• kak zie - ganu (duk tringat ja nk ganu kak zie oii, x pa sem depan nohh)
• madihah - smart ( brilliant girl, pandai gilerz arr) seriussssssss

knowing a friends like treasure a box pf choclate.. some soft. some hard, some sweet, some bitter dark but some white but if some nuts just eat them... hhahahah

kahwin

asal cuti jew, mest dapat bnyak jemputan knduri kan. bila p knduri ja, mest nk tngok pengantin. seronoknya tngok org kahwin. seronok sgt. rasa mcm nk kawin jugak(gatai). boyfriend pown tadak, mcm mna nk kawin.. haihhhh.. x pa, kita tggu ja Mr Right.. someway and some how, i know he will come and save me.. he will..

why?

what a crazy month. a lot of things happened to me. feel like all around me suck and i mess my world up. semua yg ak buat jadi x betul. rasa nk give up in life pown ada. everynight i cry and think what have i done. i try to fix all the things but why it won't.. wondering why??

realize something

out of the blue, i realize something...

• all the song that he used to play was not for me but for her.
• his eyes shine when he saw her not saw me.
• all words that he write are not me but her.
• he smiles for her but not for me.
• he live for her not me.
• everything her and not me.
• i thought that im your princess but im not

and what i realize most is all his life is nothing to do with me but for her.  now i laugh and dont know why eyes turns wet??

solved

problem nie klu dtang satu per satu. rasa fed up pown ada.. sakit hati. sebab pikir masalah, semua bnda jad x sempurna.. tap jut by a click, semuanya solve.. suka2. rasa lega and release.. mcm dah buang batu dalam kepala. bkn ssh pown nk selesai masalah.. kust honest with yourself and tell the truth.. insyAllah akan selesai.. macam ak selalu ckap.. time game..

Perfect Two - Auburn Lyrics&&Download Link(: [Lyrics on screen and in de...

apa nak buat bila gaduh dengan kawan @ kawan baik??

kawan and kawan baik.. it means a lot to me.. setiap perhubungan tue mest da pahit manisnya kan.. so, pa yg kita buat kalau kita gado or selisih faham ngan kawan kita..

• buat x taw sampai dya cool sndri
• dya dh cool tap still x nak ckap ngan kita, kita buat2 tanya sumting even bnda tue sound stupid.
• bila x jad jugak, tggu bapa hari lagi.
• pujuk dya dgn bagi hadiah or lanja makan (even x penah blanaja mkn pown sebelom nie)
• klu dya refuse, begging dya suwuh ikut kita jugak.
• klu dia tue keras pedai gak, makan ja maggi dalam bilik depan dya(for sure, ttba ja dya rasa lapaq)
• then buat x taw ja sampai dya mintak.. hahahah kejam
• klu dya x mintak, makan ja la maggi tue sampai abeh.
• ak penah buat bnda nie, mnjadi ja..
• or buat ja apa2 ja yg kwan kamu suka contohnya mnyanyi lgu faveret dya or ckp pasal sum1 yg dya ska.. after 1 minute make a joke about that thing, im sure she/he will laugh a lot.
• lepas brapa hari elok la tue.. bnda nie just game time ja.
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persahabatan yg sejati x kan trputus hnya disebbkan perkara kecik. so bagi sesapa yg ada buat salah dgn kawan @ kawan baik dya, cepat2 la p mintak sorry n promise never repeat the same mistake( nnti buat lagi kan). sahabat sejati juga akn maafkan sahabatnya sebb x mao sahabatnya sedih.. hargailah persahabatan anda sbb kawan mudah dicari ttapi sahabat sejati sukar ditemui..                       


                                                                                                                              ~peace no war~

i hate you

I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you styling your hair
I hate the way you when you just like star
I hate it when you stare

I hate your old levi's
And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much that it makes me sick
It even makes me ryhme

I hate the way you're always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry

i hate it when you avoiding me
and the way you act like jerks
i hate it because it sad
and it is become worst


I hate the way you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

AWANG + ABG KUBOQ = LARI

nie just imagine ja sbb tad p oren nampak abg kuboq duk bt itchy pa ntah.. kami imagine macam nie.....

• mula2 nk suruh awang p beli makanan kat kami dulu, pastu kami p amik kat sana.. konon2nya protect kami la dri abg kuboq yg itchy.. (amalina sebenarnya)
• sebelum tue, prangai awang ( semua gurls geli ngan dya, annoying n bajet cool + gatai nk mampoih)
• siap ja makanan, awang call kami kata siap dah.. mai amik lkas..
• kami semua dgn mka lapaq p semangt nk amik makanan..
• sampai ja kat sana, semua org pakat dok tolak2 suruh p amik makanan kat tangan awang..
• pastu buat mka geli n cakap 'letak3!!!.. letak ja atas meja'
• awang geleng2 n kata mai la amik kat cni n sambil jalan p dekat kami..
• kami sebenarnya suruh awang beli sbb nk lari dri abag kuboq..
• disebabkan awang mai dekat, kami lari p duk blakang abg kuboq.. hahhahahaha
• nie nk laari dri sapa nie?? semua geli tp abg kboq bleyh tahan la.. hahahahha

nie imagine ja taw sbb masa p oren nampak abg kuboq yg gatai n sangat gatai la...

nyamuk aedes = aids??

semangat besembang crita hantu, ttba ja masuk bab aids.. duk crita pasal ubat aids...
amalina : weh, jom tangkap POKKE...
aku : pa bnda tue...
amalina: binatang yg bleyh sembuhkan aids..
aku: owhhhhh

sambil2 tue duk brcrita la pasal ubat aids... cik bahiyah duk bag ceramah plakk kata aids nie x dak ubat... tengah2 duk serius bincang, ttba ja eliss mnyampuk..
eliss: tue la, aids tue mai dri NYAMUK kan...
confident ja dya jawab...

stu bilik gelak trookk arr... ssh nk berenti.. yg x tahan jwab dgn confident tue.. haahhahaahahah

Benda paling memalukan + x leyh lupa

banyak bnda memalukan dlam hidup kita nie, waktu kena benda tue, mest rasa mcm nk suwoh ja bumi telan kita waktu gak. tap x pa, suma bnda tue la bt hidup kita lebih bermkna... perkra pling memalukan dlam hidup ak bnyak coz ak nie clumsy x pown org kata loqlaq... hahahaa....

• masuk toilet lelaki ( org tngok ak mcm nk trkluar biji mata, ak bt bodo ja.. ya la, mest kna cover kan. malu abis arr pastu)
• jatuh tersembam depan bank ( yg nie mmg malu, mmg rasa mcm nk suwoh bumi telan ak. mao x nya ak bleyh mngeras lepas jtuh.. speechless.. seb bek kwan ak da tlong angkat.. hahahahhaha)
• seliper putuih tngah jlan ( hat nie pown malu gak.. mao x nya, kwan ak gelak sampai guling2.. tue la, sebelum nie pkai sneakers, ttba ja pkai ladies pnya sandle.. spa suwoh kan)

• silap naik keta ( ak nk tumpang kawan balik dri tusyen naik keta pk cik dya, dri jauh kmi tngok keta tue, dya confident 100% yg tue keta pk cik dya.. semangat pnya nk p naik, kna2 silap org.. malu abeh arr.. seb bek org tue x marah)

semua pngalaman bucuk nie bt hidup kita lebih bermkna.. don wory, be hepy... of course kita akn ingat bnda2 yg memlukan nie n rasa malu gila,, tambah2 waktu nk tido.. mest duk tringat bnda2 yg memalukan... lek arr, bila lag kan nk rasa bnda nie...

assignment + raya = melompat sakan

lecturer cakap kat ak sebelum blik raya ritu, " raya nant jgn nk melompat sakan naih".. ak wondering knapa nk melompat.. raya bkn da pa pown.. seleps melalui peristiwa tue, bru ak taw pasaipa lecturer ak ckap gutu... antara sebabnya :

• mmg ak lompat sakan pown
• buku buang kat tepi
• mama ckap bt sumting ikot masa ( klu cuti bt la cara cuti )
• assignment!!! ahhh, lupakan...
• kat umah qada tidoq, tngok tv, movie, shopping n so on
• main mercun mngalahkan budak2
• mkn x ingat dunia

abih la ak balik uni nant.. berkubur la anugerah dekan ak..

new life, new friends, new me..

NEW LIFE
lama dah x tuleyh blog.. klu tuleyh pown bknnya da org nk baca.. ak skunk nie dah da new life.. new life kat ARAUstralia, PERTHlis.. kat cni mmg best.. makan sedap, barang murah.. suma syiok arr.. life ak totally change.. i tink change to the better one n i like it so much..

NEW FRIENDS
ak dpat ramai kwan baru.. mmg best trokk ar kawan bru ak.. even kmi x roomate, tap rpat mcm roomate.. kmi suma 1 kos..

aina : ak suka bag dya marah.. marah gila trokk arr.. pastu kmi akn berbaik x sampai sejam.. ak arr ska kcau dia.. haggagaga.. pdan mka ang aina.. kwan lag ngan ak lag.. ang pnya tdung hijau taik lembu ngan bju kurung cotton mmg totally fesyen crime n pless don wear dat ting again...
alice : ak ska sembang ngan ang soal prasaan.. ang ni mmahami btul.. satu lag ang nie caring.. sanggup nk bt mushroom soup kat ak bila ak demam..

asmah : ak ska kcu bdak nie.. sbb dia x ckup inci.. den ak ska ejek dya ckp suggestion.. dya marah ak trokk ar. mrah manja2.. bla ak x dak mood ja.. dya mai cari ak.. pndai la depa nie.. pastu ska ckap pasai abg ANC klu ak x dak mood den i will smile again..

maddy : even dya 20, ak still rsa dya mcm sebaya ngan ak.. dya jiran bilik ak ja.. ak ska kwan ngan dya sbb dya mngingatkan sk pada kwan baik ak dulu.. dya tlong ak dlam stud.. x pernh nk mnjatuhkan ak.. suma kwan ak kat cni baik2 ar..

ak da ramai g kwan.. x kan nk cita abeh suma kowt.. tuleyh penat2 bkn da org nk baca pown...

NEW ME..
bila org tnya nma ja, ak ckp la SEIT.. den depa akn kata huh?? ak plik la.. plik ka SEIT tu?? even abg ANC ak.. sedap pa nma seit.. x dak g org nma seit ka.. senang la ampa nk ingat nma ak.. huhuuu.. ak pown dh bnyak brubah.. dah longgar abeh bju ak... kira hat ketat tue longgar la.. x abar nk posa nnti.. lagi longgar la bju ak.. huhuhu

differences between friends and bestfriends... :)

Acquaintance- Somebody you know, who knows you. Not the person you call for help, or think of when you want to hang out with somebody.

Friend- Most people have plenty of these. Just the people that you see pretty often, you call when you want some company, you have them go to your house to work on homework, or whatever.

Best Friend- Most people have very few of these. In fact, you’re lucky if you have more than 1. This is the person you are glad to see everyday all the time and never get bored of. This is the person you call if you need to cry on somebodies shoulder. If your gf/bf broke up with you and you just need to scream. Somebody that is there for you whenever you need them. And puts you in front of anyone else. A best friend won’t need to check if they are free to hang out with you, they will re-arrange their plans and make room for you whenever.


FRIENDS: Will comfort you when he rejects you.
BEST FRIENDS: Will go up and ask him, "It's because you're gay, isn't it?"

FRIENDS: Will be there for you when he breaks up with you.
BEST FRIENDS: Will call him up and whisper, "Seven days..."

FRIENDS: Helps you up when you fall.
BEST FRIENDS: Keeps on walking saying, "Walk much, dumb ass?"

FRIENDS: Helps you find your prince.
BEST FRIENDS: Kidnaps him and brings him to you.

FRIENDS: Will ask you if you're okay when you're crying.
BEST FRIENDS: Will laugh at you and say, "Ha Ha, Loser!"

FRIENDS: Will offer you a soda.
BEST FRIENDS: Will dump theirs on you.

FRIENDS: Will sit at the side of the pool with you at that time of the month.
BEST FRIENDS: Will throw you a tampon and push you in.

FRIENDS: Gives you their umbrella in the rain.
BEST FRIENDS: Takes yours and says, "Run - beep - run!"

FRIENDS: Will help you move.
BEST FRIENDS: Will help you move the bodies.

FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.
BEST FRIENDS: Helps themselves and are the reason why you have no food.

FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.
BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!

FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail.
BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin' "DAMN!" we fucked up!

FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried...just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.

FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.
BEST FRIENDS: Has you on speed dial.

FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
BEST FRIENDS: Loses your shit and tells you, "My bad...here's a tissue."

FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.
BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story...

FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you

FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME."

FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.
BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.

FRIENDS: Are only through high school/college. (aka: drinking buddies)
BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.

The Script- The Man Who Can't Be Moved ( lyrics )

walk to the future ( TO MY MOM)

look! look at ur feet,
this is da road u walk.
look! ahead of u,
that is ur future...

my mother gave me so much kindness,
"embrace love n walk", she said over n over..

at that time i was still immature,
i didnt undrstand her meaning.
she held my hand,
n walked wif me..

our dreams are always high in da sky,
its scary it might not come true,
but we still continue to chase dem,
bcos its our story,
we dont want to give up,
wen i was unsure,
she held my hand,
and walked with me..

there were time wen i hated dat kindness,
wen seperated from my moyher,
i couldnt be obedient...

turns towards the future..
lets walk slowly....
truly...

L+U+R+V+E

 sumtimes i tink " y people dat i love always act like a cow"... hagagagga... mayb we r not meant 2 be.. mayb... bla la my real prince charming nk show himself inront of me... da day will come a day.. im jus need 2 wait... "u will show up one day." 3 people alwys said dis to me... frst my mom.. scond was my cousin, tiefah.. n third was my best fwend, surya..... i trust dem... this is time for me to shine.. this is da time...

how does I feel

tertidur lagi,
masih menangis dalam sela waktu,
dan tangan ku ini,
masih memegang erat kepalaku,

sakit tetap sembunyi lukaku,
mencoba tetap tersenyum,
ku menangis,
masih tetap mencari jalanku,
jalanku kepadamu...

mix up things

Assalamualaikum...

dhlma ak x 2leyh blog... a lot of tings happen 2 me... too much.. sumtimes i cant stand it.. bt sum1 hold me from fall n pick me up.. owh God.. he always there... my mom always said " jngan brmimpi la dgn org2 sewgak nie".. hagagaga.. slalu sngat ckap mcm tue.. i noe y she said like dat to me.. cos she noe.. thres so many times ive been hurt n left away... bt 4 me.. it ok.. bnda2 mcm nie mngajar ak perkra yg x dak dlam bku.. bnda2 nie la yg mematngkan kita dan mngajar kita utk hidup dngan cara yg lbih dewasa.. hehehehe.. x paw... mmg ikhlas+jujur ak gtau.. ak mmg x smpan dendm kat spa2 yg prnah hina, kutuk or peburuk ak.. ak maafkn depa.. kita kna bajar mcm mna nk 4gve n 4got.. hehehe.. bla kita maafkn org, Allah juga akn maafkan kita.. x mao ka klau Allah maafkan kita?? mest la nak kan.. so blajar la utk memaafkn org ain... pa yg kna ingat.. sume org prnah bt silap.. dan bla dya jtuh dlam ksilapan dya.. jngan jtuhkan dya lag.. sebliknya bntu dya utk bngun semula... itulah sahabat sejati... menerima kesilapan rakannya dan mngubhnya kearah kabaikan... ak hnya bleh berdoa yg trbaik.. kita merancang..Allah yg menntukannya...

for sum1 dat i dream about...

this was my frst song dat i wrote..
i wrote dis song wif all my heart..
dis song is dedicated to my Mr Right..
huhuhuhu..
it mayb sound so stupid...
i hope u njoy it..

wish u here with me...
lyrics : wani
songs: wani

when u were infront of me,
and i was blinded by u,
told u everyting i dream,
and u say "it's  gonna b true"

i hope i can forget,
everything that hurt my heart,
and thing dat hurt myself,
eventhough it hard.

is a miracle could happen?
is it really happen to me?
i hope change sumting happened,
dat u were, were still with me.

i hope u had a beautiful dream,
and ur dream r be with me,
i hope wishing star could listen,
wishing u were knee on me,
wishing u were knee on me,
on me...

when u see a running rainbow,
i hope u think my favourite colour,
even it rains or snow,
i wait u here for-e-ver.

told u everything i see,
but i see is you,
told u everything i dream,
and i dreamed owh owh.....

rules of life

salam... x tao nk tuleh pa. pa yg ak taw pown ak x taw.. ak rsa ak da msalah n msalah ak ialah ak x taw pa msalah ak.. pngalamn bnyk ajr kita erti khidupan yg sebenar.. erti yg x dapt ak blajar d kelas ataupown dlam buku.. x dpat d ceritakn.. hnya dpat mrasakan.. ish, jiwang la plak..  erti ni bt ak cipta rules dalam idop ak..
RULES OF LIFE:

• jngan brikan kpercayan jpd sesiapa pown.. (tkot nant trluka)
• jngan syg sumbuddy mlibihi diri kita.. 
• jngan trlalu mmbnci sseorang n jngan trlalu syg ssorang.. (nant jad vice versa)
• jngan brgntung pd org len utk trus idop
• jus away from hurting tings
• jngan kisah psal org len
• be on ur own way
• always grab a chnce wen it infront o ur eyes..
• always smile eventhough it hurt

dats was da rules... ak akn try ikot.. huhuhu. korang x pyahla ikowt. nant worst idop korang. huhuhu

my fa-vou-ri-te song ever...

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

my mom

u tuck me in and turn out da light.. keep me save from sound dat night.. little gurls depend on thing like dat.. u brush my teeth and comb my hair. had to drive me everywhere. u were always there wen i look back. u had to do it all alone, make a living, make a home. must been as hard as it could be. and wen i can't sleep at night, scared tings wouldn't turn out right, u will hold my hand and sing to me..

hurt tings in my life...

knapa ntah ak slalu rsa patah hati.. slalu sangat.. dengan sume owang.. family, friends, boyfriend n even best friends.. ak da ke best friends.. rsa mcm x da je.. x da sesiapa yg nak dengr crita ak... x da sesapa pown. sapa la nk dengar story ak.. ak bkannya hot pown.. ak rsa sedih ar.. always try nk jaga ati owang sampai ati sendiri pown sakit.. sakit sangat.. ak pling x bleh than bla friends yg sakitkan ati ak.. ak x pernah tunjukkan yg ak mrah.. always smile for dem.. friend is always like butterfly.. butterfly always wanna fly away.. we can't stop it.. x pe la. ak anggap ja dugaan hidup.. knapa ak lebih sayangkan kawan then family ar??? mayb kawan kena cari but fmily x payah cari.. lahir2 ja terus dapat.. hehehe.. its ok. always smile even it hurt...

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travel alone bout 2 weeks

2 minggu lepas, aku pi la jaln2 pusing malaysia.. heheehe.. first tue aku travel ngan kak aku.. first tue kami pi nek train.. gler lama ar nak sampai kl. kena tggu sampai 12 jam.. borink aku tahap gaban ar.. dahla borink, takut plak tue.. creepy person pass by me.. jalan ulang alik.. pelik gila cra dya owang dress up. mcam pa ntah. hard to describe it.. balik crita dalam train, dah la creepy, ladies cam sial kecik g.. mluat gler. nak amik wuduk pown susah. dah la duk bergoyang kiri kanan. gler tension ar.. masa duk tggu turn nak gna toilet yng besar sekangkang kera tue, aku kna interview dngan pak cik yg aku x kenai.. nasib la ak ni 1 malaysian, layan pi la pak cik tue. gler ar pak cik tue duk tngok ak atas sampai bawah.. macam GS truk ar. nasib la kak ak cepat kluar dri tandas, kalaw tak dah melt ak kat ctu coz tkut sangat.. abeh ja ak solat, depa bkak la crita badman. dahla sound slow, x da subtitle plak tue.. gler bengang ar.. kak ak sedap ja tido ntah mimpi pi jepun pa.. x taw la kat dya. ak mmg jenis x tito dalam kenderaaan yg sedang bergerak kcuali klau terdesak... lama aku duk tggu, bnyak lampu depa dah ttup.. yg aku ingat ak tito 2 jam ja dalam train tu.. sungguh aku ckap, ak x maw nek train dah.. bt sakit hati ja.. sampai ja kl dlam pkul 6 pagi.. selesai smyang subuh kat kl central, ak nagn my sis p la pusing2 mid valley sampai pning pala otak.. abeh pusing, ak ngan sis ak p balik kl central.. kami berpsah la kat ctu.. dya pi pudu kowt, ak p seremban.. ak ketar mcam sial g. dah la x pernah nek monoerel sowang2.. terpksa la ak bt kawan dalam monorel tue.. nasib la owang yg ak jmpa trun seremban gak.. x pa la.. dalam monorel tue, kami sembng ranck gla mcm dah knal lama.. dah la owang rmai, kna brdiri plak tue.. kesian urat kaki aku.. sambil2 duk sembang, aku usha la sowang mamat ngan minah ni.. mamat tue bertindik sebelah, minah tue plak pkai baju tali spagethi.. gler tkut ar ak tngok diaowang.. mcm kawan pn da, mcm couple pn da gak.. kak ak pesan, tengok owang kluar blah mna, kat ctu lar jalan kluar.. dalam 1jam 30 mnit ak brdiri, akhirnya sampai gak.. yiha.. frst tme smpai seremban..msa tue dh pkul 4 dah ptng dah.. ak pown tepon la pak cik ak suwouh mai amik.. kena2, dya suwouh ak pi jalan2 dlu kat parkson coz dya da meeting.. ak pown dengan hati yg ketar dan nervous angkat kaki p parkson. sebalum tue, kena lintas jaln dlu.. ak mna la reti lntas jalan besar2 ni.. ak pown ngan beg ak yg besaw macam tuan dya p la duk tggu tepi jalan duk try nak lntas sowang2.. suddenly, ak nampak la couple yg da dlam monorel tadi.. ak dengan buat mka sekupang p tegur dya.. ak la start conversation tu dulu, "erm, nak lintas jalan ek".. diaowang tengok sama sndiri n say "yup".. ak pown balas lagi, "lntas skali bleh".. diaowang dengan nada x sure, "erm, ok"... nasib la bleh lntas, klaw x tggu la ak kat ctu sampai berakar bontot.. hehehe... abeh ja lntas jalan, ak tanya depa, "nak pi man lepas ni?".. depa kata nak pi makan.. ak ckap la "bleh join?" diaowang pown ckap ok ja... sambil tue, ak pown sembang la ngan depa.. crita la ak bru abeh spm n tngah tarvel sowang2.. minah tue gtaw la, adik dya pown bru abeh spm.. what?? adik?? aku ingat pakwe.. rupanya diaowang tu siblings n tengah cari parent diaowang.. kesian la bla dengar crita diaowang.. mak diawang x mau trima depa.. depa mai serenban pown coz nak cari mak depa la.. dapat alamat pown samar2 ja. no rumah x taw no brapa. parent diaowang divorce waktu minah tue umo 4 taun n adik dya 4 bulan.. maybe sbab tue dyaowang jadi mcam tue.. x dapat kasih sayang ibu bapa.. erm.. minah tue duk baljar kat uitm melaka.. nasib la still stud..klau tngok cara, mcm bdak lepak .. duk isap rokok depan ak sambil duk hembus asap berkepul kepul.. sedih ak tgok depa.. ak thought a lot dlam masa ak duk travel neh.. abeh ja depa mkan, depa pown dah nak blah.. asalnya depa nak tggu ak, ak ckap x payahla tkut mlam satg payah nak cari rumah mak depa.. depa pown blah la.. ak pown slam la ngan minah tadi tue.. abeh ja depa blah, ak pown masuk la parkson. abeh pusing satu parkson, pak cik ak tetap x abeh g meeting.. ak dah nek toya neh.. pnat tggu owang.. ak pown mnta la almat keja pak cik aku. pak cik aku kata, klau jalan pown sampai.. kejap ja.. ak pown ngan tabah ati nya jalan2 la.. pak cik aku kata jalan straight ja, sampai jmpa cimb bank.. ak pown jalan ka sampai jmpa cimb bank.. dah jauh ak jaln, x jmpa2.. ak pown tnya la security guard kat satu bank ni.. dya pown gtaw, "kat depan lagi adik"... ceh, x guna btol.. jauh lagi.. da dkat 1 batu ak jalan.. pnat gla.. dah sampai kat bank tue, kena tggu lagi coz pak cik aku x abeh meeting g.. tggu la aku.. pkul 7 bru abeh.. pak cik aku pown kluar la dari bank n pick me up to home.. pnat gler.. sampai ja kat unah, ak trus mandi n tito.. pnat gler ar.. tue bru jalan kat seremban.. ak travel kat mersing lagi best.. hehehe nanti crita len.. arious.....

bottle it up

bottle up inside,
are the words i never said,
da feelingd dat i hide,
da lines dat u never read..
u can c it in my eyes,
u can read it on my face,
traped inside r lies,
of da past i cant replace..
wif mmory dat linger,
wont seem 2 go away,
y cant i be happier?,
2day is abrand new day..
yertrday r over,
eventhough da hurting is not,
nothing last 4ever,
i must cherish what ive got..
don take my luv 4 granted,
4 soon it will b gone,
al u ever wanted,
of da luv u thought u won..
da hurt im feeling now,
wont dissapear overnight,
but somewat n sumhow,
everything will turn out alright..
no more wishing for da past,
i wasnt meant 2 be,
it didnt sem 2 last,
so i have to set u free...

come home

hello world. aku harap korang sume mndengar.. forgve me if i'm young, for speaking out of turn.. ada sesorang yg aku miss sangat, aku ingat dya bleh jdi sebahagian dari hidup aku.. sekarang dya da kat tempat dya, cuba buat yg terbaik untuk hidup dya.. tapi ak dah penat untuk terus mnunggu.. jadi ak cakap kat dya, come home, come home coz ive been waiting u for so long, for so long. theres been a war between the vanities but al i see is u and me, fight for u is al i ever known.. so come home..
ak tersesat dalam kecantikan. pa yg aku nampak dunia sebenarnya x buruk jika mereka warnainya dengan cantik..
everything i can't be is everything u should, dats y i need u her

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via FoxyTunes e... so please come back to me.