kenapa blogging?

why you write a blog?
so why??
nie diantara sebb org tulis blog kot.
rasanya la.

A : uptodate. semua org pkai blog zaman skarang. so x cool la klu x de blog..

B : saje buang masa merapu kat blog sendri + blog org lain..

C : nak bag pandangan tentang sesuatu issue (x kisah la boleh diterima pkai ke x. suke hati la blog aku bukan      blog kau).

D : as a Public Diari.. what happen to me today, tomorrow, i hate that person, i love this person and blah blah blah..

E : berdakwah contohnya penulisan islamic atau yg berbentuk agama utk dijadikan teladan..

F : celebrity page, taksub sngt kat artis mcm KPOP, SUJU, DBSK, SHINEE and bla bla bla


all of these just my opinion.. setiap perkara ada baik dan buruk. so think, blog awak mendatangkan manfaat atau sebaliknya.
for me i wrote because it makes feel better..
what i feel inside that I cant say to people,,

cuak final

seriously agak cuak final nie

Bel last sem bole la nak main cause dgn MISS AMY

sem nie MISS tuttttttt

payah sikit

jenih mao clearrr ar semua

x pa seitt 

chaiyokk

buat setakat mna mampu

usaha dah usaha

pulun dah pulun (x dak la sgt)

baca dah baca

kamus pon bole bwak masuk

kira ok la tue kan

2.15 ptg nie start

wish me the best of luck

not for Bel only

others waiting for being blessed too.. :)

what we do about it??

what we do about love?

we think about it

we dream about it

we cant sleep cause worrying about it

when we dont have it

we search for it

and when we discover it

we dont know what to do about it

we fear to losing it

it is a short word

easy to spell

difficult to define

and impossible to live without

love is complicated

it could be a pain if you fell for a wrong person

it could be pleasure if right person have it

dont scared to make a mistake

from that

you will learn something

something that no one can teach you
something that you cant learn from books

for me i never have it

but always dream and wish to have real one >_<

someday with somebody

please ask yourself !!!

Lets ask Ourself.......

1) Why does a $100 "look" so big when taken to mosque, but looks so
     small when taken to the mall.

2) Why does an hour in the service Allah seem so long, but 60 minutes of
    basketball seem so short.

3) Why does a couple of hours spent praying at mosque seem so long but seems so short when watching a            movie.

4)Why people can't think of anything to say when they pray, but have no
   difficulty thinking of things to talk about to a friend.

5) Why do people get thrilled when a football game goes into extra time, but
    complain when a khutba is longer than the regular time.

6) Why is it so hard to read a chapter in the Quran, but so easy to read 100
    pages of a best selling novel.

7) Why do people want to get a front seat at any game or concert, but scramble
    to sit in the back of a mosque.

8)Why do people need 2 or 3 weeks advance notice to fit a Muslim event
   into their schedule, but can adjust their schedule for other events at the last
   moment.

9) Why do people believe what the newspaper says, but question what the QURAN says.

10) Why is it that everyone wants to go to heaven provided they do not have to
    believe, think, say or do anything.

11) Why is it that we can send a thousand 'jokes' through e-mail and
     they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding Allah,
      people think twice about sharing.

May Allah give us hidayath towards the Quran & Sunnah- Ameen

crazy about BRACES!!!!

bunyi macam pelik ja kan??

'gilakan pendakap gigi'

yes yes yes

I love watching boys with braces

suddenly gone mad

hahahha

weirdoooooo

nak buat cena

taste I mcm tue

nmpak mcm kemas ja

cool and cute

ye ke?

yess

semua org ada pandangan masing2

ada yg ckap x cantik

gigi besi

or whatever

but for me

I LOVE BRACES

                     p/s I LOVE MY BRACES

see my braces man

cute kan

Mushkil kah?

banyak kan kemushkilan dalam hati kita

kalau itu macam mana?

kalau ini macam mana?

kenapa?

problem nie slalu terjadi kat org macam aku

yes it is

selalu ja aku tanya roomates aku

and jawapannya sangat menyenangkan

like like like like like

situation A
aku : weyh, cena klu x dak org nak sambut birthday aku?
roomates : x pa, syukur ja yg Allah masih bag ang hidup..


situation B
aku : weyh, cena klu bulan posa nie mulut aku berbau?
roomates : x pa, disisi Allah mulut kita wangi..


situation C
aku : kenapa aku x dak boiprend ahh? =P
roomates : x yah boiprend2 nie, kahwin ja truih nant...

them always say

'its okay now'

what are you worried about??

life is easy

why make it hard

got my dreams

got my life

got my love

got my friends

got my sunshine above

and i have too much reasons to happy

J E A L O U S Y

stop making me jealous!!!!

the most thing that I cant handle in my life is 

JEALOUS

yeah Im quite a big jealousy girl

tend to jealous even on a small thing

jealous is good??

for me, it have some +ve and -ve effects

the good things is

it train ourselves to work harder if we wanna get something

it make ourselves compete with the thing that we jealous at

can improve ourselves

at least have goals in life

the bad things is if

the competition happen on a wrong way

use dirty tricks to achieve our goals

people around you not comfortable 

jealous is a good thing if you can handle and manage it correctly

dont be afraid if you have some jealousy in the tiny box of your heart

make that jealousy as a challenge or 

something that can make you have great deal of spirit

my face when i got jealous

not comey rite??

TBC Family Day Awesome!!!

actually mmg dah agak x ramai yg nk datang

ye la

ada yg ada test, balik rumah and busy so on

but bag yg dtang tue tahniah and thanks

mcm nie la komitmen yg kita nk tengok

even x ramai

but seriously that was awesome day

really awesome

takkan dapat or jumpa family day mcm nie

game yg ajk arrange mmg gila2 la

asalnya nk knakan bebudak baru

last2 kitaorg yg kena cause terpaksa main

tap seriously best best best

we are one family

we are one TBC

& we always be MORE THAN A BAND

so take a look at my TBC family now

more than a band

I can't pretend

                                                    To know how you feel

But know that I'm here

Know that I'm real

Say what you want

Or don't talk at all

I'm not gonna let you fall

Reach for my hand'

Cause it's held out for you

My shoulders are small

But you can cry on them too

Everything changes

But one thing is true

Understand

We'll always be more than a band

You used to brave the world

All on your own

Now we won't let you go

We're goin' along

Be who you wanna be

Always stand tall

Not gonna let you fall

I never knew you could 

take me so far

I've always wanted to hope that you are

The ones I need

We'll always be more than a band 

regret again

what now seitt?

regret again right?

yes.. now I'mm totally regret for myself, mylife..

how could I be totally like s#%^ ?

seriously I cant stop thinking about how fool I am?

after long thought by myself

I think I know why the situation like this

I do all the stuff that I dont like because other people

not because of me

'NIAT tue penting'

so after this

dont care what people wanna talk, say about me

as long as you happy

just live my life

nak repeat paper ke x?

its depends on me

the harder I study the better grades I get

but please do with you heart  

kehendak dan keperluan??

kehendak dan keperluan??

biasa kan dngar tajuk nie

mostly org pndang dri skop MATERIAL

kan kan kan??

nak beli itu

nak beli ini

but now skop yg I nk share nie lain sikit

bnda nie mcm problems I gak la

klu ikut kehendak nak ja stay rumah (extend cuti yg ciput)

klu ikut keperluan lusa dh nk kna balik

aihh

cuti pendek sgt

bagi la cuti 2 minggu

baru puass

nie kan

x rasa mcm cuti

x pa seitt

syukur syukur

you kna syukur

seb bek ada cuti

klu x dak lagi haru kan??

hahahah

mcm siott kan 

KEHENDAK DAN KEPERLUAN I nie

love story

so what up with love story?

everybody want it

almost people  have one (or more)

i want one too

want a love story

a  love story like in movies

great right 

everything seems sweet and lovable

can overcome whatever through US

whenever there is a huge problems

i dont care cause there is 

one thing that i guarantee 

a happy ending

can i have one?

boyfriend pon x dak mcm mna nk ada love story

LOL

naaaaaaaaa

its okay

study come first

what I want come second

and Mr X on the third

but seriously

 I WANT A LOVE STORY LIKE IN MOVIES

nak Mr X mcm nie bole x?

demand tahap bewak kan..

we never knew

yes it is

we never knew

never knew something

we only know when we almost lost it

or already lost it

we only know if knew them

or already knew them

we only know that we loved them

when they already left

when they not with us

catch them while you can

its great if she ever come come back

if not,

never regret it cause God have something for you

someone which is might better for you

but make a promise that you never let her go like you did yesterday

just cherish what I've have today

and wish tomorrow is the best day that I ever had

for the daughter who wiped her mother tears

for the daughter who make her father cheer

for the daughter who do not know how to fly without her wings

for me who never knew what tomorrow could bring.

a words to a friend

story of a friend

who cry because of me

who never let me go

who always know me better than I am

who is everything when im mean nothing..

thanks

for not letting me go

for cry because of me

for worrying about me

for a smile you made to cheer me

for still believe in me

for not blaming me

you saw me when they didnt

you need me when they didnt

you laugh with me when they didnt

you give me sun when they didnt

you are amazing

full with shine

stay here longer

i'll promise i make a line

here we go

we can make all day

dreams come true

that was what she say..

a true friend

she here till the end

im only me when im with you

serious it is true..

seitt oh seitt

umm.. 

awat la ak baru rasa nk regret today

tue la

rajin lap kelas lagi

rasa fedup la nk belajar

malas study

life dah x dak motivation

keja movie + game + sleep

kalau la ak insaf awai2 dulu

x la jadi mcm nie

mostly semua subjek nk kna pulon sendiri

dah la tough terok subjek sem nie

x pa

x terlambat lagi

come on la seitt

still not too late and better late then never rite?

x suka mcm mna pown

jgn lap kelas

even shitt mcm mna pon

today i'll make a promise to myself

i make a promises cause i know there is still a hope for me

make myself bright again

brighter than yesterday.

have you ever??

have you ever...

keep thinking about something stupid that you did it just now or long time ago?

for me

im always always always did that

when im think about it

i just smile shyly 

keep talking "ish stupid stupid stupid' 

geleng kepala laju2 and say nooo

knock my head

talking by myself

all the weird thing la

have you ever do that?

=P

that woman

A woman loves you.

                                                                             The woman loves you wholeheartedly.

She follows you around like a shadow every day.

She smiles but is actually crying.

How much longer do I just have to look at you, alone.

This love that came like wind,

This love that is like a shit,

If I continue this, will you love me?

Just come a little nearer 

just a little bit.

Please don’t step back

I, the one who loves you,

is still next to you.

That woman is crying.

That woman is very shy

So she learnt how to smile

Her heart is so full of tear,

She can't even share her story with her best friend

That's why, that woman loved you

Cause you were so like her another fool.

yet another fool

Please give me a hug before you leave me

I want to be loved, dear.

That's all I wanted

She shouts, just in her heart

just in her heart.

No one can hear her

but that woman is still next you

Do you know that

I am that woman?

You don't do you?

Because you are just a fool.

how much how much longer

Do I have to love you like this

This love that is like a fool

This love that is like a shit

would you love me?

That woman, who loves youis still next you

and she is still crying.

thanks to you

specially wrote this to my ABAH. 

thank you

cause be the first man that i love

cause be the first man that hold my hand

cause you always make smile even when you made me cry

cause teach me something that i cant learn from book

cause always filled what i want

cause never make me feel that im not alone

cause always listen what i wanna say

for carrying me on your back when we had a walk

for the support when im loose

for always let me be the winner

for always defend me even when i was wrong

for the tears that you make for me

for the smile when you here with me

for be the one who saw me when everyone didnt see me

for the best memory that i had

for be the one who cant be replace

for be my DAD

thank you ABAH

here my abah
handsome rite?

when he fight for you

what should you do

when he fight for you

should you stay

or just run away

what should i say

when he steal my heart away

still standing there

or pretend that i dont care

what should i do

when im in love with you

confess whats on my heart

wishing this is the start

what should i feel

when you say  your love is not for me

tell myself its gonna be okay

just hide my tears and slowly fade away

HAVING A COKE WITH YOU :')

HAVING A COKE WITH YOU

is even more fun than going to San Sebastian, Irún, Hendaye, Biarritz, Bayonne
or being sick to my stomach on the Travesera de Gracia in Barcelona

partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better happier St. Sebastian
partly because of my love for you, partly because of your love for yoghurt
partly because of the fluorescent orange tulips around the birches
partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on before people and statuary

it is hard to believe when I'm with you that there can be anything as still
as solemn as unpleasantly definitive as statuary when right in front of it
in the warm New York 4 o'clock light we are drifting back and forth
between each other like a tree breathing through its spectacles

and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just paint
you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them

I look
at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world
except possibly for the Polish Rider occasionally and anyway it's in the Frick
which thank heavens you haven't gone to yet so we can go together the first time
and the fact that you move so beautifully more or less takes care of Futurism
just as at home I never think of the Nude Descending a Staircase or
at a rehearsal a single drawing of Leonardo or Michelangelo that used to wow me
and what good does all the research of the Impressionists do them
when they never got the right person to stand near the tree when the sun sank
or for that matter Marino Marini when he didn't pick the rider as carefully
as the horse

it seems they were all cheated of some marvelous experience
which is not going to go wasted on me which is why I am telling you about it

—Frank O'Hara

lucky sem

im smiling alot now

when i got problem

i'll always tell myself  " IT JUST GAME TIME"

its true

semua nie permainan masa ja

just bersabar dan ikhlas

"TUHAN SEDANG BERBICARA DENGAN MU"

that totally correct

ingat kata2 hikmat nie bila ada musibah

now mylife turning from GREY -> GREAT -> AWESOME

i hope this thing last forever

just feel myself having a bit of luckier

and i like it

hope this lucky thing with me forever

if it not

maybe GOD planning a better thing for

BELIEVE IT and LIVE IT

jangan kejar kejayaan

just jadi orang yg cemerlang

then kejayaan yg akan kejar kita  

(>_<)

me and my bestie

credits to BELLA 

:)

for the first time

wooooooppp

bahagianya

ingatkan nk kna BOOO

but sebaliknya

org clap hand like crazy even my voice quite bad 

if and only if i had a microphone

but its okay

thanks for everyone who support me

for the first time aku rasa ada org appreciate my song, my music and me

credit to ASPA, DANIEL, FAKH, AWIE and so on

even korang baru part 1

but korang the best la

thanks for invite me join band korang

thanks sesangat

yeyyeye

story about someone

I’ve once promised myself ‘ if he not the one, i never  open my heart again until it open by itself. I know its all my mistake, i shouldnt have fell to him. I shouldnt have known this, stupid girl. Its all my bad, i just grab n took away their happiness.

If i can vanish myself in this world, i will. If can remove feels of loving you, i will as long as you happy with it, if i can remove all the memory about you in my mind, i will so the things will not like this. If i can go back by time, i will choose for not knowing you at all and tell myself what i know now.

I hate myself more than i hate to face tomorrow.  If i could tell you that im the one who suffer more. no one knew because i hide it with smiles. i have told u rite, the medicine of pain is smile. So, my pain will dissapear. Its okay with me even it just go away for a while. if and only if you can see all this.

Everynight before i go to bed, i’ll pray that we can through the day without pain, tears or pretend to be happy when we’re not. Can i have that day?

If you think avoiding me is the best way to make us happy. You are totally wrong. It just the best way to make you happy and it just the best way to make me in worst condition.  u did’nt see it right? You can’t see through my heart dont you?

But its all okay with me. Its not your fault. Its my fault, i shouldnt have to love you. My mistake is i dont know  to be in love and i never be on it. When you were infront of me, out of the blue i totally blind and deaf. What does it means? I cant explain.  I can tell lies about anything,  but love do not lie to us. Love make someone do anything and give everything. Yes it is.

Everytime i see you pass me by, my tears slowly fall down but i make it fade away so you wont see me crying. Why cant i fight this tears? Dont you know It hurts when we feel we wanna cry but we cant. Something that make our heart in pain and heavy. What should i do cause i dont know how to be fine when im not.

We shared a lot of things and it seem easy to you to get rid of me from yourlife but im a half death to do it and i cant do it. Even i barely breath, but i still try to breath. Even i forgot how to smile, but why i have to cry?.

Love has kills me ones, when i know im not the one in your heart. Yes you are the sun but why i lost my shine.  

Now it kill me twice, when you bring rain here. im half dead girl with no light in her heart.

Outspoken, meningless life, out of light and she dont know who and what else she can believe  because her life seems fake. Yes I hope it fake and just a dream so when i wake up from this dream, i can smile with you again.

                                                                                                                                          =') C/P